the holidays

It is hard for me to feel truely happy; to put a genuine smile on my face and enjoy the moment. During this Christmas I felt a sense of joy that doesnt happen quite often. The best gift this Christmas was this feeling. What made this Christmas different than the others? hmm i really dont know. I went to two awesome homes, my dad's uncles home, and my actual uncles house from my mom's side of the family. In both I had a good time. At my dad's uncles house, I ate great food, played a board game, and laughed a lot. At the other home, I did the same, minus the board game. umm i dont know what else to say...=]