my odd dream

I have been having random ass dream and this time I actually remember one. I killed some girl I didnt know in one of my dreams. Because I wanted to know the meaning of my dream I went on google and looked it up. To my surprise what I found out seems semi true. On some website it said "If you dreamed of killing someone, whether intentionally or by accident, it signifies a period of severe emotional stress during which you must make a heroic effort to control your temper. " I have been going through so much stress trying to make a decision about where to transfer. I've been so moody, mostly sad. I still am reluctant to do my intent to register because I don't feel in my heart that i'm going to be happy at Berkeley. If I don't go I might regret it for the rest of my life. I give up so easily. I gave up on dancing lessons. I gave up in two of my classes and this is something much more serious. I wish someone can tell me my future but too bad that's not possible. So I must overcome my fucking fears and do what i soooooooo dont want to.